t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Thursday, October 27, 2005
=]
blog is good .
i just took sometime to change my template ..
and it managed to eat away like 50% of my sadness .
SO i'm sad .
BUT .
notso sad .
COMPLICATED !!
rahhhhh s.
this song is ripping my heart apart ,
my heart aches . but it doesn't seem to not like aching .
sheesh . what's wrong wimme .
AH WELL . final prokect submission week is up .
on WED .
and i haven't done a thing .
CONGRAGULATE ME PLEASE .
i just can't seem to focus .
i really need guidience from Him . =)
peoplepeople !
pray for me please . i really need it . =|
SIGH . i'm gonna flunk .
i can't take this misery .
i thought i was fine .
i thought i'll be fine .
i now know i'm not .
first was the letter .
then now the entry .
i shoud've known .
but i thought naively that things were okay .
i guess not .
i have no one to blame but myself .
i know that .
you know that .
we all know that .
everything's gone now .
so i should start packing up .
cos every picture . every letter .
every thought . every song .
triggers the broken shards of my heart to fall apart all over again .
my heart is shedding too much blood .
i think i'm gonna have a permanent heart damage .
a big fat scar .
which will lie there . open .
it will never be closed .
i just know it .
why ? cos i simply won't allow that to happen .
;elysium.
11:11:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
